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When I started learning data analysis, I thought the first thing I needed was a laptop. It seemed obvious. Like how else was I supposed to do anything serious? Also because everyone I saw learning data analysis had one. A proper laptop, software installed, the whole setup.
But I had a phone. And that was it.
Somehow, I convinced myself that this was the reason I was not moving as fast as I wanted.
I kept thinking that If I just get a laptop now, I'll start properly.
So I waited and waited.
Then one day, I got tired of waiting. I downloaded some YouTube videos, Google sheets on my phone and started.
It was not comfortable. My screen was small and typing was annoying. Some things took twice as long as they should have. There were moments when I wanted to throw the phone somewhere and forget the whole thing.
I remember trying to work on something and having to constantly zoom in and out because I couldn't see everything properly.
I would switch in between applications, forget what I was doing, go back, start again, make a mistake and then spend another few minutes trying to figure out where the mistake came from.
Sometimes, I would look at what I was doing and think, people are doing this on laptops and I am here fighting with my phone.
It was really frustrating.
But eventually, I stopped thinking about how inconvenient it was and started thinking about what I could actually do with it, even though it was just little. I learned how to work around the limitations.
I made mistakes, corrected them.
I watched tutorials and tried things that didn't work. There were days when I barely understood what I was doing.
There were also days when something finally worked and I would stare at my screen for a few seconds like, Wait! I actually did that.
Those little moments kept me going.
And slowly, something strange happened.
I stopped thinking about the fact that I didn't have a laptop. I was too busy learning and I think that's what surprised me most.
The thing I had convinced myself was necessary before I could begin turned out not to be as necessary as I had thought.
It would have definitely made things easier, yes.
But it wasn't the thing that made me start.
I actually did start and that experience stayed with me for a long time.
I have noticed how easily we turn the absence of the ideal thing into a reason to postpone the possible thing.
We tell ourselves we will start when we have more money.
When we have better equipment.
When we have more time.
When we have better internet.
When we understand everything.
When things finally look the way we imagined they should.
And sometimes, those things genuinely matter.
Sometimes you really do need the better equipment.
Sometimes waiting is necessary.
But sometimes, we are not actually waiting for the right conditions.
We are waiting until we feel ready and feeling ready can take forever.
I eventually got a laptop.
And funny enough, when I finally had it, I wasn't suddenly transformed into a different person.
I was still the same person who had struggled through things on a phone.
The laptop simply made some things easier.
It didn't create the curiosity.
It didn't create the discipline.
It didn't create the willingness to keep trying when something refused to work, those had already started developing when all I had was that little screen.
I always remember this whenever I catch myself saying, “I'll do it when I have…”
I've already met that version of myself and she spent a lot of time looking at what she didn't have.
And eventually, she got tired of waiting and started with what she had.
It wasn't perfect, comfortable or smooth.
It wasn't how she imagined the beginning would look. But it was a beginning and that's what matters.
Sometimes, I think that's all you really need.
Not the perfect equipment, circumstances or plan, but to start with what you have.
Because the laptop wasn't the beginning, but the decision to stop waiting for one was.